Lakers Game

I guess i am worried about going to the lakers game with all of the people there. I am losing awareness and am dominated by ego consciousness. I am not functional right now and am almost becoming detached from reality. I am trying to open my mind up more and get honest with myself about my life. I am playing xbox and stretching which feel good.

Time to Start

I guess its time for me to start to get better. I was sent away from my family. I think the process is going to be painful but its my way to freedom. I want to be a free being. i want to be karma free. clear my subconscious of all my memories. be able to live in the present moment. be abundant, successfull, healthy, and realize my full potential on this planet. i am grateful for my parents, my sisters, my family and everyone else is who has been suportive.

i am getting tired but ready to change.